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The Guardian - UK
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What I saw in Iraq during the war changed me for ever

British troops carrying out exercises in the Kuwait desert in 2003.
British troops carrying out exercises in the Kuwait desert in 2003. Photograph: Reuters

Your article touched me in ways others have not (‘They trained us to be killers. What happens when we get home?’: US veterans and families on the Iraq war, 26 March). In fact, I have blindly turned the page on most of these awkward reminiscences for years. I served for a year at the British embassy in Baghdad in 2007-08 in a counterinsurgency role, and I am not sure I have ever fully been the same.

As a member of the Labour party, it undermined the politics I had known my whole life. As a pacifist, it undermined my views in that doctrine too. As a human, it reaffirmed how amazing we are and how terrible. I saw wrongs and I saw beauty, and I must suppose I helped both happen and not happen too. These stories echo so much of what I feel, and for a long time I would only say that in the past tense. What an epoch-defining, awful thing we have lived through. May we never forget. Thank you.
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