We all know what a terrible thing abuse is. It not only damages a person’s body and overall health, but it creates mental scars too. And the thing about one’s mental health is that sometimes it likes to trick people. For example, convince them that something bad that’s happening to them, like abuse, isn’t so bad. And sometimes, even years later, they still can’t shake off this way of thinking.
A woman from today’s story is a perfect example of that – her dad used to abuse her, but she seems to underestimate his wrongdoings and blames her cousin for the way her abuser’s life turned out.
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Sadly, physical abuse does not only leave physical scars, but mental ones too
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Back in the day, when the author was still a child, they were hit by their cousin’s dad
They told this to their parents, who made sure to exclude the cousin’s dad from the whole family for good
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Ever since, the uncle’s life has been miserable and the cousin keeps blaming the author for it
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One day, the author lost it and harshly told their cousin that they don’t regret “ruining” her abusive dad’s life
The post author’s aunt used to be married to a guy called John, and together they had a daughter Abby. John was hated by the whole OP’s family, as he had a bad temper, was aggressive, and not to mention a drunk.
Bored Panda reached out to a counselor and therapist Lia Huynh (check out her YouTube channel!) and family therapist Dr. Jane Greer to talk a little bit more about aggressive and abusive parents.
Lia said that there are a lot of different signs that parents are abusive towards children since abuse can not only be violent, but emotional, sexual, or simply in a form of neglect. Dr. Greer said, “Recognizing signs of child abuse and neglect is crucial for early intervention and protection.”
Since today we’re largely talking about physical abuse, both our interviewees distinguished that typically there are signs that might suggest that the kids are getting physically abused.
Lia voiced that a sign could be a child having bruises, cuts, and any other kinds of injuries that occur frequently without an explanation and are in various stages of healing, which would suggest that the trauma has been repeated. Also, they might be hiding injuries and refusing or being hesitant to get medical care.
Dr. Jane Greer agreed with these signs and added that physical neglect might also manifest in things such as an unkempt appearance, dirty clothes, and bulky clothing concealing the wounds even in warm weather. Also, a kid bullying others at school can suggest that they are imitating abusive behaviors experienced at home.
Coming back to the story, one day, when the OP was around 8 years old, they were a guest at their aunt’s house and playing with their cousin. At some point during the day, John came back from work and went to sleep. But he didn’t sleep for long. The post author guesses that they and Abby were making too much noise, which made John storm into the room, scream at them, and hit both of the kids.
The OP’s scream brought the aunt into the room. When John left the room, she comforted the kids and asked them to not tell their mom about what just happened. She even bribed them with money and ice cream. The author agreed not to tell, accepting the bribe, but later on they still called their dad to tell him about what had happened.
20 minutes later, the dad showed up and soon John ended up in the hospital. And not only that – it was also made clear that the man was no longer welcome in the family and the aunt was urged to leave him. And she did. After that, John’s life kind of fell apart and he became an inconsistent force in Abby’s life.
Now, years later, Abby still blames the OP for ruining her family. In her eyes, if they wouldn’t have said anything, maybe things wouldn’t have fallen apart. Anyway, apparently Abby can’t stop talking about this, she always makes sure to remark that due to the post author, she doesn’t have a stable dad anymore. Even the family members urging her to let it go never seems to work.
One might argue that Abby in a way suffers from Stockholm syndrome, which is a psychological response to being held captive or getting abused (clearly, in this case, the latter reason.) People with this syndrome over time develop positive feelings toward their captors or abusers. After all, this woman seems to brush off all of her dad’s violent behavior.
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Dr. Greer said that when a victim of abuse or captivity develops a Stockholm syndrome, it is to minimize and negate the terror associated with their abuse or captivity: “By aligning themselves with the captor, they may feel a sense of control in an otherwise uncontrollable environment. This bonding mechanism serves as a coping strategy to diminish fear and perceive themselves as being in less danger.”
Lia Huynh agreed with this sentiment and also listed several other ways how Stockholm syndrome can apply to abusive parent-children relationships:
- Children are dependent on their parents for love and survival, so they might rationalize and minimize the abuse to maintain the relationship;
- Sometimes, children simply don’t understand how and why the abuse is bad;
- An abuser might gaslight a child into believing they deserve the abuse.
One of the incidents of Abby blaming the OP happened during Easter dinner. But this time, the author couldn’t take all the whining and so they just lost it. They told Abby that they were not even the slightest bit sorry about what happened to her dad. After all, he was an abusive dude and even if she was OK with him hitting her, she shouldn’t have been. This made Abby break down and the OP was told they went overboard by some of the family members. So, they decided to come on Reddit to ask for netizens’ opinions on whether they really went overboard.
The netizens made it clear that they don’t think that the post’s author went overboard. They not only clarified this, but they also reassured the author that they shouldn’t feel like they had a big deal in Abby’s family falling apart, just as they don’t feel guilty about John’s life getting ruined. After all, the OP wasn’t even an adult when they were hit and told about it, and even if they were, still the blame falls on the abuser.
Some of the people in the comments wondered if Abby had undergone any therapy to address the issues she has, to which the author answered that to their knowledge she hadn’t. Well, it’s pretty clear that she needs to get on the path of healing from it all, right?
As Lia Huynh said, the person who suffered abuse in childhood needs to learn to let go of rationalizations and the denial of what happened, they need to face the reality and pain of the abuse, even if means wrestling with the fact that a person, who was supposed to unconditionally love them abused them: “Oftentimes, this is very hard to process because the dichotomy is so confusing and the cognitive dissonance is so intense.”
So, let’s just hope that one day Abby will get help with dealing with her emotions regarding her dad and her cousin, as her current state is causing quite a rift in her family. After all, it’s pretty clear that the physical wounds from John’s abuse back in the day have healed, but the emotional ones are still quite raw.
Some of the family members thought the author went too far by saying that, but netizens assured them that it was a completely right thing to say
