Jack Tweed wiped away tears as he laid flowers on late wife Jade Goody's grave on the tenth anniversary of her death.
After an emotional appearance on Loose Women today Jack, who married Jade on February 22 2009, has failed to get over the mum of one - despite a decade passing.
Visiting St Thomas' Church, in Upshire, Essex, builder Jack, 31, laid flowers at her grave overlooking open fields close to where the couple lived.
He wiped away tears as he spend some tender time with his beloved wife.
Jade died on Mothering Sunday 2009 surrounded by her family after finding out she had the disease while taking park in Big Brother India.
Speaking in this morning Jack said: "I did try and move on, but I think I sort of rushed into it, and was trying to look for a replacement and it didn't seem to work.
"It wasn't the right thing. I can't really, I don't really have that feeling, the same feeling that I had for Jade, I can't really feel that for anyone else.
"So I don't think it's the right thing to do to get into a relationship."
Tweed also said he frequently remembers Goody laughing, because "that's all she ever did".
He said: "Even right up until the end she was laughing, every single day.
"She was such a happy, positive person, she was. You could never be down or depressed when you were with her."
Last month, Tweed marked the 10th anniversary of their wedding, which took place on February 22 2009, with a post on social media.
Goody is survived by her sons Bobby, 15, and Freddie, 14, with her ex-boyfriend Jeff Brazier.
“To be honest it could have gone a lot worse. I could have ended up dead. So I’m proud of myself that I’ve got to how I am now.”
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