Hailey Bieber has spoken out about not wanting ‘to be here any more’ in her darkest moments
(Picture: Angela Weiss/AFP via Getty Images)Hailey Bieber has recalled reaching her “lowest” point and not wanting “to be here any more”.
The model opened up on the Call Her Daddy podcast on Wednesday (September 28) about her darkest moments.
“You can start having thoughts of it not being worth it any more or not wanting to be here any more, which I have had before in the past,” the 25-year-old explained.
“Coming out of that, I think a support system is the most important thing, for sure.
“Sometimes, I don’t think we can comprehend [those thoughts] on our own.”
Bieber continued: “You need to go to someone who is going to feel safe for you and support you in those thoughts, not make you feel like you’re crazy or that you’re wrong for feeling dark and deep and heavy.
“[I tell myself that] I don’t get to feel that way because I have an amazing life,” she revealed. “My dialogue in my head feels like, ‘Get the f*** over it’.”
In the candid podcast chat, she also spoke about her 28-year-old husband Justin Bieber’s past romance with pop star Selena Gomez, 30.
Gomez ended her on/off eight-year relationship with the Canadian three months before he rekindled his 2015 romance with Hailey, leading to speculation that there was a crossover.
“I understand how it looks from the outside,” the model, who married Bieber in September 2018 after he had a brief reconciliation with Gomez, said of the cheating rumours.
"When him and I (sic) started hooking up, or anything of that sort, he was not in any relationship.
“It's not my character to mess with someone's relationship.
“I was raised better than that.”
“I think it was the best thing that could have happened for him to move on and be engaged and get married and move on with his life in… a healthy way.
“I would never want to get into a relationship and get engaged and be married to them and think, in the back of my mind, ‘I wonder if that was really, like, closed for you.
“We were able to get back together because it was very much completely closed.”
