A grandma has confessed she is cheating on her husband with a younger escort - and has spent a whopping £20,000 so far.
'Jane', who is a mum-of-three and grandmother-of-five, has been engaging in weekly sex sessions with a man nearly 20 years younger than her.
The 56-year-old PA, from London, says the £300 an hour she has been paying her 39-year-old lover 'Scott' has been "worth every penny".
But she fears what would happen if her husband 'James', 62, ever found out as she believes it would destroy their marriage and their kids would "disown" her.
While Jane says she loves her hubby of 35 years dearly, she started to make excuses to avoid bland missionary sex and had only had one or two orgasms early on in ther relationship.
After seeing an article in a magazine about a male escort, Jane decided to act on her fantasy and soon found herself being stripped down by her toy boy in a hotel room.
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Jane found Scott's services online and paid £150 for a 'consultation' to discuss what she wanted to receive from him.
Using her own savings, the grandmother told The Sun she paid up front then met the male escort at a bar in London in June 2019.
Jane had chosen Scott because he sounded sensual and becayse he was a handsome 6ft tall man with a toned body, but she was terrified he would run away once he saw a "slightly tubby woman in her 50s".
But she was put at ease as they chatted over drinks and they met up two more times, costing £150 for each date, before deciding it was finally time to get what she wanted.
Having told her husband she was at a work event, Jane booked a hotel room and put on some sexy new lingerie before heading upstairs with Scott.
They kissed and engaged in foreplay for an hour before having sex for the first time - and Jane was not disappointed.
"It's hard to put into words how sexy Scott made me feel. He wasn't put off by my wrinkles or wobbly tummy. He told me I was beautiful," Jane says.
"Scott was gentle and paid attention only to my needs. It was slow and sensual and a completely new experience for me, with Scott suggesting positions I'd never tried before. When I orgasmed, it was mind-blowing."
Since then, Jane has continued seeing Scott nearly every week apart from in lockdown, but he had taught her had to please herself.
She claims she does feel guilty but her sex life with husband James has actually got better as it's more like once a month rather than twice a year.
Jane, who insists she is not in love with her young lover, pretends she is going shopping or sneaks out of work at lunchtime.
She confesses she struggled to look at herself in the mirror for years, but has now found "genuine bliss" thanks to Scott.
However, she is fully aware that if her secret got out then it would rip apart her family and turn her world upside down.
She admits: "It's hard knowing that truth, but I've devoted all my life to caring for them; this is something I'm doing for myself – I feel I deserve it and it makes me happy. I've never once thought about leaving my husband. I still love him, but I value myself more as a person than I did before."
It's a similar story to that told in Emma Thompson's new movie, Good Luck To You, Leo Grande, where a married woman hires a sex worker.
Emma's character pays for an escort with the sole purpose of having her first ever orgasm.
The Oscar winner admitted a scene where she had to stand naked in front of a full-length mirror was the hardest she has ever had to do.
"I have never liked my body. Ever. And I never will," she confessed.
Those pathways are so deeply carved in my brain. Women have been brainwashed all our lives to hate our bodies and that's the fact of it."
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